I am the one you crushed for selfish reasons.
You thought really good about yourself, and in order to move forward, you somehow destroyed me.
I spent days and nights getting out of that depression.
I knew you were going through a tough phase too. You were not yourself.
I know. I understand.
For this reason, I know it’s not healthy for me to hold feelings for you.
So, in order to be free from my past — from you — I am writing this letter to you.
I might not post it to you, but hey, not everything is about you.
This is about me — my life — my mindset.
No matter how bad you were to me, I FORGIVE YOU.
You can do nothing about it now.
So it’s better to move on.
Well, that’s the only option, in fact.
You left me and betrayed me years ago. And I hated you for it.
Carrying that hate and resentment, I let that hate destroy me even more.
But now I refuse to let you or your memories harm me more. I refuse to get hurt by the past.
Whatever happened is in the past now. No hate or love can change that.
But I know in order to free myself from this anger, I have to let all these go.
AND I WISH YOU WELLNESS.
May you be the reason someone doesn’t give up on himself/herself.
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Originally published at https://www.dipanshurawal.com on November 13, 2019.